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I'm making a new LJ [
1.20.09 - 4.05pm

Once I pick a name I'll edit this post.
Just letting anyone who even looks at this know >.>

Uhm...yeah, hopefully with a new name I'll be more active? Haha.
I'll try~

The new name is derangedlyrics
:D I'm copying all my shit exactly to my new journal, pretty much. I'll change it up with time.
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Twilight. [
11.22.08 - 1.11am
[ mood | bouncy ]

Fuck that movie. It sucked.

A couple things I liked...but the movie itself was REALLY horrible.

A marvelous night though


And now everyone's mad...and people are interrogating. Argh so frustrating.
I had nothing to do with it. I didn't tell him to lie, is all.

Here's part of my rant I posted on MySpace. I prefer to say all of my rant out loud, rather than typing the whole thing.

Got some good laughs though.

James looked like a blond JT
black guy = hardcore
Edward= not Cedric
Carlisle made me smile, actually.

And Jasper haha

Really good night.

Really bad movie
Really fantastic friends

"He's not that hot." "Uh, yeah.
That's why he DIED in Harry Potter!"

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Happy Thursday! [
11.20.08 - 8.06am
[ mood | content ]

It's been a good week. There have been a couple of things I'd like to have changed, but, over all, it's damn good.
All week I've been thinking it's Friday haha.
Obie keeps calling me and it's slightly frustrating but...mostly, I'm in a good mood and I get over it quickly.
School's been easy. I've got a couple projects I REALLY gotta get cracking on, but...It'll happen eventually.
Pouring my heart out over World of Warcraft. How much of a geek can I be? But, that's what happens when people ask questions, ya know?
I wish I could have saved that convo though.

Everyone say hi to Alex who's watching me type :) Hi Aleexxxx!!! :D


He thinks I'm crazy, I think.

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I've found the next thing I'm striving to become. [
11.13.08 - 6.21pm
[ mood | jubilant ]

I want to work for Blizzard Entertainment.
I want to be a composer for their video game audio.
I'll have to live in California =/
But hell.....
It's Blizzard.
I was already going to major in music theory anyways.
I was on their website, and it sounds amazing to work for them.
College, here I come!

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The one fucking thing that's supposed to make this day better. [
11.13.08 - 12.52am
[ mood | morose ]

Wrath of the Lich King was released an hour ago. I was excited all day, even through my English class that's giving me hell, my math class that I hate, and all my friends bitching at me because I'm missing school tomorrow, an ex friend of mine making out with a girl who's really nice and doesn't deserve the inevitable heartbreak that's coming since she's dating him.....I was happy because of the thought of playing this fucking game.
But no, Blizzard has to upgrade the god damn game disc a DVD rom. Guess who doesn't have a god damn DVD drive in their gimp old ass computer.
The one girl who really needed an escape from her harsh reality.
What's worse is that Mike and Danny were gonna come over and put Jim's DVD drive into my comp for a little while just for the install.
But James won't let me. He told me to go buy one.
I have no more money because of this game.
Obie has one.
But I have no way of getting to his house.
I'm asking Danny if he can use his DVD drive in my comp when he's done using it...but he hasn't answered yet...
I feel really bad asking him for so many favors. He's really mad at me.

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Wrath of the Lich King! [
11.12.08 - 3.32pm
World of Warcraft: Wrath of the Lich King is released at midnight! I'm so excited! Tonight, I'm going to Best Buy for the midnight release with Danny and Mike. I think James has to work, but we'll be purchasing his copy as well.
I need to draw something epic for this event. I really do. I've been dying to make art, and this is a perfect reason.
I'mma be a hottie haha. I'll probably grab a shower before I go, just to feel cleaner. I'll wear my For the Horde! shirt with pride :)
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Because I want to feel important ha [
11.11.08 - 4.44pm
[ mood | crazy ]

First name? Amy
Your initials? A.N.M.
Age? 16
Sign? Aquarius
Time of day you were born? Dunno
Nicknames? Cassandra, Cookie
What kind of car do you drive? Whichever one is available.
What kind of soap do you use? Whatever's in my shower.
How many pillows are on your bed? 4
What are you wearing right now? jeans and a baby tee
How many pictures of yourself do you have on your hard drive? Not counting.
How many of them are nude? None of myself nude.
How many pictures of yourself do you have hanging on the wall? None
Do you think you are attractive? Sometimes.

Favorite band/artist? Hmm....Machinae Supremacy.
Musical artist you would most like to meet? omg. I don't know. Tarja Turunen
A musical artist you can't stand? Souja Boy...or however you spell it.
First concert you attended? My own ha
Actor or actress you have met? Xavier Durden <3
Actor or actress you would most like to meet? Hmm....Dunno

Shows you never miss? I always miss all shows.
A show most of your friends watch that you don't? Everything. I don't have TV
Do you have cable? No
Do you watch soaps? No.

Are you m/f? Female.
What is your sexual orientation? Straight.
Do you enjoy giving oral sex? Sometimes.
Do you enjoy receiving oral sex? Sometimes.
Do you like to kiss? Mhm
Fetishes? Smoking, profusive bleeding of the other party member. I grew my nails out for a reason. Anything that's violent. Bondage is good too.
Ever been in a 3 way? Uh...Not really.
In bed you tend to be more dominant or submissive? submissive.
Ever been tied up? Yes
Ever used food in bed? Ew. That's fucking disgusting
How long has it been since you had sex? A week or so? Not even.

Friend that knows you the best? lol *looks at gimp flist* omg_its_gackt and tori_teacup
Friend you have known the longest? tori_teacup
How many on your friends list? 17 >.> And some of them are the same person
Have you ever dated anyone on your friends list? Nope.
Friends you have met in person? Tori_Teacup, OMG_its_gackt, akiraakito,crystalhawk, ffmmclxiv, iwannabe_gackt, kagzz_luvvz, larxene_dono, nashthesexybag, pi3d_pip3r, scarsandslashes, sennyo_megami, takanori_ism, the_real_sora, tori_teacup, ultima132005,
Friend you would most like to meet in person? I'd like to meet more people on lj first.
Friend that makes you laugh the most from their posts? OMg_its_Gackt
Friend you wish posted more? Me. haha and ffmmclxiv
Friend you feel is most like you? Dunno
Friend that introduced you to LJ? OMG_Its_Gackt
Friend you most want to get know better? Everyone

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Oh noes! [
11.6.08 - 7.41am
[ mood | crushed ]

Michael Crichton has died. Rest in peace. I am sad.
god....I can't believe it...
Now I really wish I'd gotten the book ):

I'mma go look for 'em today.
Maybe get 'em for christmas.

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11.5.08 - 7.56am
[ mood | crazy ]


I was so scared at the auditions. I was shaking, and I did so much better singing when I WASN'T being auditioned. But I still made it. <3333
I'mma do concerts and stuff, later, in January. We also got accepted to go sing at Disney again. December 13th.
Come and see me.
I got good grades this quarter. Which is good. gotta make up some shit for AP English but it's cool.
I don't hve anything else to say.

Oh yeah, grats to Obama bein president blah blah I don't give a fuck

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Writer's Block: Cryptozoology [
10.22.08 - 7.59am
[ mood | ditzy ]

Bigfoot, the Yeti, the Loch Ness Monster, el chupacabra—what is your favorite creature that may or may not exist?

the Loch Ness Monster, fool.
He owns all of your asses. No joke.
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30 minutes. [
10.18.08 - 1.25pm
[ mood | cranky ]

I have thirty minutes until I have to go to work. I don't want to go. I'm tired. I've grown tired of the music for All Souls Day...(which I still don't really know what that IS) The bright side is I get money and I'm bringing How Lovely is Thy Dwelling Place. Hopefully,that song will be done. And I'll get more practice. Also, while going to work, I'm making thirty bucks...

I looked for my lip ring retainer. I can't find it. I'm so confused. Obie gave it to me in the package, I put the package with all my other rings. And where's the retainer? No where to be found! Dr. Dale said he doesn't mind the ring, as long as my face doesn't look ....I think the word he used was "weird"
It doesn't look weird, I think. Well, not any more weird than usual. It looks the same as it always does...only with a piece of metal through it.
I hope Obie doesn't get mad at me cause I can't find the retainer. I'm very sad.

In other news, my underwear felt like it came right out the dryer this morning thanks to Cedric's fat butt sleeping on my clean clothes XD

This Friday is the audition for All County chorus. I didn't make it last year, and I was very sad. None of the girls I knew who auditioned got in. They just don't need girls >.> I've been practicing like a crazy person to get in this year.
Haha It just occured to me how many times I used "I'm sad." or something like it in these sentences.

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Dammit, dammit D [
10.7.08 - 7.50am
[ mood | relieved ]

I wanna draw now....
but I forgot my sketchpad at home because I was dying on my way to school.
Yay for my mommy bringing me Pamprin after I was at school.
Thanks so much, mommy.

I'm totally not dying anymore.
I need to join active communities.
I need more e-friends....

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10.6.08 - 8.08am
[ mood | content ]

Go to urban​dicti​onary​.​ com and type in your answe​r to each question in the search box, then write the definition.

1) Your name?​
Amy: The name that was given to the most beautiful girl in the world

2) Your age?
16: Legal age for fucking in the UK.

3) Best friend?
Mike: To do something incredibly stupid. To be retarded and look like an idiot at something.

4) What should you be doing right now?
sleeping: a mystical kind of magic which sends u to an alternate plane of existence in which the magical gremlins give u pro plus

5) Favor​ite color​?
Teal: Adj. A Green-like hue. Mix between Light blue and green. Designed specifically as die for automotive paint used on Chevrolet Cavaliers from 1988-1996. Also a popular tint for material used in the manufacturing of fanny-packs. Later popularized by the Philadelphia Eagles, whose primary fanbase consists of Cavelier driving fanny-pack wearers.

6) Birthp​lace​?​
south Daytona: Not defined

7) Month​ of your birth​day?​
February: Love Sucks Month

8) Last perso​n you talke​d to?
mike: To do something incredibly stupid. To be retarded and look like an idiot at something.

9) What did you last eat?
Ice cube (note, I ate it unwillingly): Truly the wrong nigga to fuck with

10) Your nickn​ame?​
Contessa: supreme goddess, and wonderful woman. Italian origin and translation of countess--a lady in her own right.

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Haven't posted in about a million years [
10.2.08 - 7.53am
[ mood | busy ]

I'm at school. I just finished a really boring assignment haha. Yay US Economy and Government! xD
I was lent a book called The Conscientious Marine Aquarist by Robert M. Fenner. It's very interesting so far, and I hope it'll help me with aquarium decisions.
I'm trying to get Mr. Bishop to talk to the pople at Poseidon Aquarium so I can get a job or training or something. I went in there the other day and the fishies were soo happy.

In other news, Rise Against just came on. It makes me feel blah. Reminds me of Cydney Tori and Danny. I miss them a lot. ): I saw Tori yesterday- and hopefully tonight as well...and I'm going to dinner at Dad's so I'll see Dan :)

I've been wanting to draw a mermaid lately. I'll get around to it, eventually. I'm trying to get Alex to say hi. He says "hi" everyone! :D


Okey....That's all for now I guess,
My stomach hurts a lot. I might have to eat my sandwhich early D:

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Rawr! :D [
9.16.08 - 7.30am
[ mood | crazy ]


I'm at school.

and I made a new character yesterday.....
I think his name will be Nicholas.

Dorian's new friend imo.
Just friend.
I'm not making them gay.
I create them for my pleasure, fool.

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One of the most beautiful songs I've ever heard. [
8.3.08 - 11.00pm
[ mood | nostalgic ]

Room of Angels from Silent Hill.


You lie, silent there before me.
Your tears, they mean nothing to me,
The wind howling at the window,
The love you never gave,
I give to you,
Really don't deserve it,
But now, there's nothing you can do.
So sleep, in your only memory
Of me, my dearest mother...

Here's a lullaby to close your eyes.
It was always you that I despised.
I don't feel enough for you to cry, [oh no]
Here's a lullaby to close your eyes,

So insignificant, sleeping dormant deep inside of me,
Are you hiding away, lost, under the sewers,
Maybe flying high, in the clouds?
Perhaps you're happy without me...
So many seeds have been sown in the field,
And who could sprout up so blessedly,
If I had died I would have never felt sad at all,
You will not hear me say 'I'm sorry'
Where is the light, wonder if it's weeping somewhere?

Here's a lullaby to close your eyes.
It was always you that I despised.
I don't feel enough for you to cry, [oh no]
Here's a lullaby to close your eyes,

Here's a lullaby to close your eyes.
It was always you that I despised.
I don't feel enough for you to cry, [oh no]
Here's a lullaby to close your eyes,

Here's a lullaby to close your eyes.
It was always you that I despised.
I don't feel enough for you to cry, [oh no]
Here's a lullaby to close your eyes,

Here's a lullaby to close your eyes.
It was always you that I despised.
I don't feel enough for you to cry, [oh no]
Here's a lullaby to close your eyes,

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You may be a king in your mind.... [
8.3.08 - 2.09am
[ mood | gloomy ]

but you're a GOD in mine.



Not a sad sigh though.
^ That's the happy part.

I've been kinda down in the dumps for a couple hours now. Dunno why.
It's disturbing, quite frankly.
Didn't go to work today >.< No car.
Can't go next week- wedding.

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Today was the greatest day I've had in a loooong time. [
7.30.08 - 5.08am
[ mood | jubilant ]

I'm done with Soul Calibur IV...for the night, I think. You never know, I might get back on later.

I got up at 8:30, took a shower, shaved etc, and sat around waiting for Tanner to come pick me up. We went to the mall and got there right as Gamestop opened. We hung around, were told that the Special Editions were not in yet. I was so devastated I almost started crying. But Tanner said that he knew when the store got it's shipments. It would either be at 11:00am, or at 4pm....So we went to the Gamestop down the road cause Tanner had ordered the book from there, and not from the mall like he had the game. At about 10:30 we left the other store and went back to the mall, and we saw fed ex trucks. :D Ohhh, I was all excited all over again. I ran around and skipped and hopped and acted a total fool. It's kind of embarrassing now that I think about it. The guy at the store (a friend of Tanner's) said he was gonna trade me shirts so I can have the one with Siegfried on it!!! :D
After that, I turned in my application at Taco Bell, then went home and played the glory that is Soul Calibur IV.
I went on the comp later and asked anyone on girlgamers if they wanted any scans. I scanned my art book, but I was afraid that the binding on my guide book would break if I put it in my scanner so I only did two pictures....which...it did damage my book a little, but hopefully it won't be too noticable.
I ripped the SCIV soundtrack on to my compy and I love it. <3
I wish I had SCIII's soundtrack though D:

I am so happy. I really am. It feels like I could just smile for....the rest of my life. I guess this means Siegfried's gonna be number one for a while...Sorry Cloud <3 I don't wanna close my book haha.

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If anybody wants scans of any character, I will get you them! :D

Wooo!!! Soul Calibur IV is amazing and I love it.

Ohh yeah...sooo in case I get in trouble for giving out scans:
I DO NOT OWN SOUL CALIBUR! (Though I wish I did.....)but I DO own Siegfried! D< *gets handcuffed* ok ok ok that wasnot a joke I'm sorry! D: xD
Anyways, all jokes aside....
People sometimes get alllll bent out of shape about shit like that....so I try not to piss anyone off hahaha.
Rawrwar I swear to the fuckin' gods I'mma rape Siegfried's brains out asdfghjkl;'!

So how was EVERYONE ELSE'S day? I dare you to tell me about it!!!

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Ew. Xianghua looks like a monkey. [
7.30.08 - 12.24am
[ mood | crazy ]

Soul Calibur 4

I love you
Though I am very...very...VERY frustrated with you atm.

You and your fucking juggling...in every single fucking game that you ever make.



Special edition.
Soul Calibur 4.

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Anyways...Long couple weeks. Busy busy. Pain pain.
Shanna's wedding is soon :]

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< pathetic mode> [
7.21.08 - 1.09pm
[ mood | crushed ]


I'm not upset about it >.>


....a little disaappointed?

...I don't know what else to say haha. I'm tired.
Nothing's been going on.
I saw Batman on opening night. It wasn't too bad. The night didn't go as I'd hoped and I kinda blamed it on the movie xDD, but it's ok.

< /pathetic mode>

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